i’m paying for my couple of days off school. i got most of my homework done over the weekend, so now i just have a few problems to finish up tonight. it’s hard for me though since i’ve never had accounting before.
i went out on saturday night with some friends. one of my friends kept passing gas the whole night, and i could not get away from the smell. aside from that, it was a good night. the first bar we went to was seedy and totally dead. there were old people there, and they were playing crappy music. then, we went to bar just up the road from my house called bad monkey. it was weird when we walked in. there was no music because they were having technical difficulties, but once the music got started… the party really started. there’s a popular song called i kissed a girl, and as soon as it came on, these three really hot girls got up on the bar and started dancing. two of the bartenders got up on the bar, too, and they were pouring shots right into guys’ mouths. it was crazy. i was trying to get the guys we were with to go up there, but they stood against the wall with tara and me. then, we went to another bar that was dirty and seedy and the bartender kept hitting on me when the guys were in the bathroom. then, we went back to my house where my roommates and one of my friends had in-depth conversations about how to get around the government’s rules on online gambling, relationships, marriage, sex, drinking stories, and somehow, it all came full circle back to relationships. i made eggs for the people that were still awake in the morning, and then, i went to bed while they finished off their all-nighter. i woke up a couple times feeling really, really cuddly. i just wanted to hold onto my lover, and that’s exactly what i did later in the day.
i had three beers on saturday night spread out over about 3 hours, and i was expecting my lover to make me pay for them by running me harder than ever. he had mercy on me, though, and we went for a long bike ride. it was still hard, but i think it was probably a lot easier on me than running would have been. we had our own talk about relationships, and it was a lot better than listening to my friends and roommates ramble all night long. LOL
so my ex-husband asked my current lover to call him. moving 4000 miles away wasn’t enough. at first, i felt angry and hurt and overwhelmed. now, i’m just mildly irritated. stupid boy. he had his chance, and he blew it. he had another chance, and he blew it, too. he had more chances than a woman should ever give a man, and he never gave a care for me until it was too late. then, i was suddenly worth it all. lucky for me, i found someone that cares for me without so much drama. i’m a girl, so i bring a certain amount of drama to the relationship, and he’s a boy so he accidentally causes his fair share of drama… but he’s a good guy. i’m glad we’re together.
